Category Archives: Living with Grace

The Journey

Just recently, I spent some good time with my old friend TUT, Mike Dooley and channel Sara Landon, who channels The Council. I have been with Tut and Mike for a very long time now and I am a certified Trainer with Infinite Possibilities. I work as a belief coach, teacher and spiritual contact when it’s needed to help others to understand and design their journey here on Earth.

I really had not planned to sit in on this channel they were sharing, but at the last minute, I signed up and joined in. I am glad I did. Remember, nothing happens here by accident!

As Mike and Sara finished up the video and signed off, I sat back to contemplate all they had said, and all that the Council had shared with us.

As you must have realized by now, I have been at and on this journey toward earthly spiritual understanding for quite a while. Since the early 1970’s, 54 years now to be exact. It has been a hell of a beautiful life and soul filled adventure. Tut has often called being here just now, a great adventure and indeed it is.

And so, I would like to share with you what I wrote. Do with it what you may. I often channel info for myself, but have been nudged by Spirit to write this for you. Someone needs to see it and I hope it will help you.

” I have been at this for such a long time. The channel made the comment that it is a way of life to live and communicate with the Others. This is so true, so very true.

Once one begins the walk on the path to remembrance and truth, there is no leaving it ever again. One may step off for a while, take a sidestep, but may never step completely off again. The Path-as it allways has ever been, is simply there waiting, watching, wanting, for us as Humans to begin and continue our human journey.

So, as we live through our human existence, She is in all ways there watching waiting, wanting and willing to walk every single step and experience with us, supporting and guiding each and every step. Even when we remain unaware, lost and wandering.

Personally, as my human self, I sometimes forget this. Far too often, I forget to remember that I never walk alone or unaided with every step I take. I forget the “we” planned it all together for the LOVE and the lessons.

There is no other place to do this except on planet Earth. There is no other way to learn it all except through emotion and experiences that touch us emotionally.

Emotions are a feeling and a knowing that must have matter and energy for awareness, growth and definition. Thus, it is a human life or many human lives on this planet of matter that we need to have so as to understand our need for knowledge, purpose and the emotional experience of loving someone or something(s).

Energy, Love and Light and Emotions fuel the Universe. These are the molecules and atoms of Creation.

We live our humanistic lives full of ups and downs, pains and sorrows, successes, losses, achievements, and so-called failures for the understanding of just how creation works within us. Then we create!

This is the substance of every human being. All of us here on Earth make choices, build our histories, design our futures, via our emotions. whether we know it or not, understand it or not, or even hold ourselves responsible or not! We are the Creators.

The things we do in our lives bring to that life who and what we are in Spirit. Living a humanistic life gives us so many opportunities that can only exist in the energies and forms of matter on Earth.

All other Energies remain in the Ethers awaiting a birth into matter so as to grow and learn from thought into form. Only the places of matter have the abilities to form matter and in so doing teach us about Creation, form and substance.

Earth and all of its inhabitants began simply as Beings of Light and Energy. This is a beautiful thing to be……but not the only thing to be. The Beings of Light who are closer to Matter (Earth) desire a purpose as teachers, guides, helpers, and so on. They desire to walk beside us to support us and enlighten us. To aid us, heal us, encourage us. Be with us.

And so, They come. We have an incredible, wonderful time together. All the while understanding a purpose formed of Light, Matter, Love, Experience, Emotions, Learning and Sharing.

We have agreed to play this game together and so we shall with Light and Love and Emotions. Then we leave to have a rest and plan the next great experience on Earth…or someplace else.

Play well together my friend. Blessings

Interesting days lately……

As a Numerologist, I am forever checking out the vibes of nearly every day. Any nine(9) month can prove to be a challenge and for me this September did not disappoint!

With the energies of a 9, (a 9 ANY THING) the challenges and completions will come. That is an absolute promise. It might be something as simple as to finish rearranging your closet, or as big as choosing a new job and making a big move to a new place.

A number nine, never comes without demanding a change of some kind. A completion. If there are things you have left unfinished, I promise you that “they” will not just go away, never to be thought of again. Whatever it is will be back on the 9th day, or the 18th day or the 27th day or again next September when you will have the opportunity to meet the issue head on and start all over again.

It is best to just deal with it ASAP. Do what you can, when you can, the best you can and then just let go and send “it” on it’s way. There may not be the answer that you had hoped for, but I promise that there will be something that you can do to make an improvement.

If you doubt my words, please don’t. The numbers do not lie. I have proven this to be so, ever so many times for myself.

In front of you, is a 1, yes, a number one….such a great number. It is courageous and intelligent and extremely capable of making good things happen. This particular 1 has a 0 for a partner. October! Couldn’t be any better!

October is loaded with 3’s and 2’s and ends in a 30!!! It is an amazing time for creating and making new beginnings. The new energies are very much alive and vibrating just waiting for YOU to get excited and to start creating a new pathway for yourself.

It doesn’t really matter if you know what you are doing or just how you will do something. It is all about moving!! Just do anything that will get your vibes changing and your creative juices flowing again! Sing. Dance. Paint a picture. Take a walk with nature, hug a baby and smell how sweet she is. Mow the grass….anything that helps to take you away from those other thoughts.

I am a human being just like you, making my way along an often unclear path in my life. Sometimes the fog clears and sometimes it does not. Just like during my HD days, if I stay on my seat and just keep moving forward, I’ll ride out of the fog.

Take care and ride smart and proud.

Just thinking……..

It occurs to me this morning that this is one of those days when I am “feeling older”. I can’t be certain what that means. I don’t think I am old yet. Exactly when does one get old?? When the years are added up? When your children start having children..or heaven help you, when those children start having children?

Well, that has all happened to me. Am I old yet??

My daughter and I were having lunch in a restaurant over the weekend and sitting at the table next to us was a group of folks who looked to be about my age. They were all talking about their various illnesses and doctors and just as I thought to myself” I hope that I never get that old”, my daughter looked at me and said ” I hope that you never get that old!”

Are you old when you start talking like that. When there is no longer anything of interest in your life except your last doctor’s appointment!!  God forbid it!!

I have to tell you that seventy years is hot on my tail, but I am still outrunning it. The day will never come when I cannot take my camera or my notepad out to find an exciting and beautiful moment to write about or take a picture of. Even if it is only a bug on a leaf or the morning dew on a flower. There is a moment to cherish.

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Like this iris from the garden where I live.

As I look in the mirror every morning, I am surprised by the person who looks back at me. I no longer color my hair. Most of my chin is traveling to South America and every time I look, there seems to be a new wrinkle someplace that I didn’t notice before!
Who is this person looking back at me..cause this isn’t who I see in my mind’s eye at all! The experience of finding this person in the mirror is perhaps one of the most difficult parts of changing to age. Most of us just never imagine ourselves at this stage with so many different looking body parts. Well, it is real and it is me and I am trying to learn to live with it. I guess that not living with it wouldn’t be any fun on so many levels. Guess I’ll just go with it for now.

Since I can only blog on things that I know about, We will be speaking about aging a lot here, but many other things too. I will be sharing my own and often lopsided wisdom. I love and adore words, lots of words used in lots of ways, consequently, I will be rambling a lot….be forewarned.

I leave you today with these words from Suzy Toronto,” Personally, at this moment, I have no idea how old I am. I do remember a few milestone birthdays–you know,18,21,40….but in my head, nothing ever changed. I keep wondering when everyone is going to catch on to the fact that for the last thirty years I’ve been masquerading as an adult. Perhaps we are, like the old saying goes, ” Only as old as we feel.” In that case, I’ll stay lost in my bewilderment….’Cause really, life is what we make it and age is nothing but a state of mind.