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It has been a life well lived. It's been a long, full and very busy life. I have an insatiable curiosity which is rarely satisfied knowing something, without wanting to know as much as possible about that thing or person or place, etc, etc! Thus, I have a head full of facts and a memory full of sights and experiences. These (among other things) have led me to the spot where you now find me. I have been married several times. I am a widow now, retired and living in the Southwest USA. I have grown children, grandchildren and great Grands too. I have worked in several fields over the years, traveled some, but not nearly enough. My heart, body and soul are much younger than my years. I plan on keeping it that way. I came to the metaphysical spot where I now dwell, way back in the early seventies. However, I do not remember a time, even as a young child, when I didn't hear, see, feel and know things that others didn't seem to. That made my life and I difficult at times. Now, I know that I simply would not have had it any other way. Today, all of that more "normal" life is behind me and I have the freedom to just be me. Truly me...... my normal, crazy, weird, psychic, metaphysical, beautifully mystic being who lives this different sort of life. It is a great place to be. With more free time on my hands and a lot of desire to help in these places where we all find ourselves now, I can spend as much time as I like on the Other Side doing what I love with my Teachers, Helpers, Channels and Old Friends. Still growing, learning, doing and being the Old Soul, the Keeper of the Light and bringer of the Dawn that I know I AM. As I have all ways been. I am grateful that you have found me here today. That was not by chance. If I can help you in your own journeys of discovering who you truly are, please don't hesitate to contact me by email......Chris479876@msn.com or on Google at ChristinaTolliver07@ gmail.com. Or here on wordpress at reddaffy. May you in all ways be All That You Are. Peace......Chris
Channeled, Living with Grace, Spiritual

The Journey

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Just recently, I spent some good time with my old friend TUT, Mike Dooley and channel Sara Landon, who channels The Council. I have been with Tut and Mike for a very long time now and I am a certified Trainer with Infinite Possibilities. I work as a belief coach, teacher and spiritual contact when it’s needed to help others to understand and design their journey here on Earth.

I really had not planned to sit in on this channel they were sharing, but at the last minute, I signed up and joined in. I am glad I did. Remember, nothing happens here by accident!

As Mike and Sara finished up the video and signed off, I sat back to contemplate all they had said, and all that the Council had shared with us.

As you must have realized by now, I have been at and on this journey toward earthly spiritual understanding for quite a while. Since the early 1970’s, 54 years now to be exact. It has been a hell of a beautiful life and soul filled adventure. Tut has often called being here just now, a great adventure and indeed it is.

And so, I would like to share with you what I wrote. Do with it what you may. I often channel info for myself, but have been nudged by Spirit to write this for you. Someone needs to see it and I hope it will help you.

” I have been at this for such a long time. The channel made the comment that it is a way of life to live and communicate with the Others. This is so true, so very true.

Once one begins the walk on the path to remembrance and truth, there is no leaving it ever again. One may step off for a while, take a sidestep, but may never step completely off again. The Path-as it allways has ever been, is simply there waiting, watching, wanting, for us as Humans to begin and continue our human journey.

So, as we live through our human existence, She is in all ways there watching waiting, wanting and willing to walk every single step and experience with us, supporting and guiding each and every step. Even when we remain unaware, lost and wandering.

Personally, as my human self, I sometimes forget this. Far too often, I forget to remember that I never walk alone or unaided with every step I take. I forget the “we” planned it all together for the LOVE and the lessons.

There is no other place to do this except on planet Earth. There is no other way to learn it all except through emotion and experiences that touch us emotionally.

Emotions are a feeling and a knowing that must have matter and energy for awareness, growth and definition. Thus, it is a human life or many human lives on this planet of matter that we need to have so as to understand our need for knowledge, purpose and the emotional experience of loving someone or something(s).

Energy, Love and Light and Emotions fuel the Universe. These are the molecules and atoms of Creation.

We live our humanistic lives full of ups and downs, pains and sorrows, successes, losses, achievements, and so-called failures for the understanding of just how creation works within us. Then we create!

This is the substance of every human being. All of us here on Earth make choices, build our histories, design our futures, via our emotions. whether we know it or not, understand it or not, or even hold ourselves responsible or not! We are the Creators.

The things we do in our lives bring to that life who and what we are in Spirit. Living a humanistic life gives us so many opportunities that can only exist in the energies and forms of matter on Earth.

All other Energies remain in the Ethers awaiting a birth into matter so as to grow and learn from thought into form. Only the places of matter have the abilities to form matter and in so doing teach us about Creation, form and substance.

Earth and all of its inhabitants began simply as Beings of Light and Energy. This is a beautiful thing to be……but not the only thing to be. The Beings of Light who are closer to Matter (Earth) desire a purpose as teachers, guides, helpers, and so on. They desire to walk beside us to support us and enlighten us. To aid us, heal us, encourage us. Be with us.

And so, They come. We have an incredible, wonderful time together. All the while understanding a purpose formed of Light, Matter, Love, Experience, Emotions, Learning and Sharing.

We have agreed to play this game together and so we shall with Light and Love and Emotions. Then we leave to have a rest and plan the next great experience on Earth…or someplace else.“

Play well together my friend. Blessings

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New Old News

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Some of you who happen upon my pages will already know that I often speak with the those beings and teachers who abide on the other sides of human life. Actually, I speak with them on a daily, sometimes hourly, basis. It is my way of life, my way of being Who and All that I AM.

This is not the sort of life desired by many here on Earth. Still we are a growing population of awakened souls living human lives amidst the chaos of global change and even Universal changes.

Generally speaking, we are old souls who have been to Earth often as well as spending time in other Universes and Dimensions. We are the ones who have gained wisdom and understanding of the happenings required of ” a life living” for the destruction of outdated material to make way for a new and improved home for all of us.

This is Not an easy or simple undertaking for any Soul, any Energetic Being, who undertakes this life. On the Other Side and in many other places these old ,brave souls are honored. They sacrifice their human lives, their goodness, their wisdom, their courage, their strength and so much more so that the rest of us may find the All that we are within. So that we may be brought to wisdom and love for ourselves and others.

9/11 is the greatest example of Old Souls willing to sacrifice in order to remind each of us what love is about. Old Souls willing to show us that violence, hatred, greed and battles for power and dominance have no place in our world.

Personally, as a human, I am disappointed that mankind currently seems to require violence, hatred, and all sorts of destruction to remind us that we should be loving and caring for one another instead. Can we simply not just do it? Can we simply not just LOVE one another?

Life is so darn beautiful with LOVE. Loving one another should be and can be such a beautiful thing! It should be shared continuously with everyone and everything. EVERY DAY!

Love is full of surprises!

I hope that every day brings you something to love. Be it your new baby or puppy. Your spouse or co workers, your comfy old chair or that spider building a new web above your kitchen sink.

Remember, oh please, remember, when you Love, it will in all ways come back to you.

WE LUV U…..Peace

Gratitude

Whoopee!!!!!! 2023 is over!

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There are not words clear enough in the English language to define just how I feel about being finished with 2023. It was one of the most challenging years that I have experienced in a long time. I sincerely hope that was not the way of it for you.

I appreciate the need for years of a 7 nature, but I must admit that I usually find them incredibly difficult times. This last one did not disappoint me! When they include a 0, they could be a bit more gentle, but usually mean a greater challenge is included.

Any unresolved or lingering issue that awaits will rarely fail to present itself at some time throughout the 7’s vibration. They did.

The good side of that is when all issues, challenges, problems, etc. are finally delt with, resolved as much as may be, and one has found the strength to face it all head on, done what can be done and told the rest of it to go to Hell.

I guess I did a lot of that in 2023. Now I am into the second month of a new year, an 8/0 year and I have faith that the vibes of this year will bring strength, courage, change and successes. It is already feeling better and proving to be nicer to me.

Next year will be a 9 vibration and sure to bring many changes to all of us. It is important this year that I, and you, stay focus with our dreams and plans for the near future.

We all spent a lot of 2023, dusting out corners, clearing old unwanted and unused spaces. Cleaning our dwellings, minds, bodies and spirits. The third, fourth and fifth months of 2024 will best be used not dwelling any longer on the last months but building goals of creative energies, strong foundations to support our desires and wishes for the next few years of our lives.

2024 will be a strong personal year for me. I plan on using it well, rebuilding my lost strength from 2023 and pushing forward like a dog running an obstacle course to the win.

I sincerely hope that it is a good year for you, that it does not treat you harshly and that it is full of lovely surprises. I sincerely pray that you will create the best year for yourself and that many, many happy times are ahead of you.

Peace and Love

Gratitude, Life's Moments, Living with Grace

Interesting days lately……

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As a Numerologist, I am forever checking out the vibes of nearly every day. Any nine(9) month can prove to be a challenge and for me this September did not disappoint!

With the energies of a 9, (a 9 ANY THING) the challenges and completions will come. That is an absolute promise. It might be something as simple as to finish rearranging your closet, or as big as choosing a new job and making a big move to a new place.

A number nine, never comes without demanding a change of some kind. A completion. If there are things you have left unfinished, I promise you that “they” will not just go away, never to be thought of again. Whatever it is will be back on the 9th day, or the 18th day or the 27th day or again next September when you will have the opportunity to meet the issue head on and start all over again.

It is best to just deal with it ASAP. Do what you can, when you can, the best you can and then just let go and send “it” on it’s way. There may not be the answer that you had hoped for, but I promise that there will be something that you can do to make an improvement.

If you doubt my words, please don’t. The numbers do not lie. I have proven this to be so, ever so many times for myself.

In front of you, is a 1, yes, a number one….such a great number. It is courageous and intelligent and extremely capable of making good things happen. This particular 1 has a 0 for a partner. October! Couldn’t be any better!

October is loaded with 3’s and 2’s and ends in a 30!!! It is an amazing time for creating and making new beginnings. The new energies are very much alive and vibrating just waiting for YOU to get excited and to start creating a new pathway for yourself.

It doesn’t really matter if you know what you are doing or just how you will do something. It is all about moving!! Just do anything that will get your vibes changing and your creative juices flowing again! Sing. Dance. Paint a picture. Take a walk with nature, hug a baby and smell how sweet she is. Mow the grass….anything that helps to take you away from those other thoughts.

I am a human being just like you, making my way along an often unclear path in my life. Sometimes the fog clears and sometimes it does not. Just like during my HD days, if I stay on my seat and just keep moving forward, I’ll ride out of the fog.

Take care and ride smart and proud.

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One, no,…..three of those days!

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Actually, it has been more like three nights of those days. I have a love-hate relation with this person who haunts me at night, steals my sleep and consequently my energies. This person befuddles my thinking and often confuses me to the extreme!

I often scream at her, or him or even IT, to go away and leave me alone! Do you think they listen to me and do as I ask? Of course not. Why would I ever not hear what I have to say or not believe that something important is in there hiding, waiting and expecting me to know exactly what it is all about. OF COURSE I KNOW!

Yea right. I don’t know nuttin’ about nuttin’. Well, at least not at the beginning of about 72 hours. It takes me those 72 hours to #1, figure out what is keeping me awake, #2 why is it keeping me awake, #3 Do I own IT. #4 should I and can I do anything about IT that will give me some peace, or should I just tell IT to go away and try to get back to sleep????????

You are a very rare human if you have not had one of these nights!

Truly, I do my best work after dark. So many issues do come to all of us in the dark, looking for resolution. There are not usually so many distractions, or noises then. The darkness often acts as a movie screen with the characters and circumstances more apparent, facts and reasons are more easily defined from a less personal viewpoint. We are able to detach more willingly. Solutions can come to us more freely without prejudice and good decisions can be achieved.

It is vital to feel what you feel and to try to understand the feelings and emotions of everyone involved. This way, a fair and kind conclusion can be reached.

It only takes a simple request to Spirit asked out loud (so that all the Universe can hear and help you) and the answer you need will come to you. Simply ask for Peace if that is all you can do.

Be grateful. Say thank you.

Hang in there. Some bodies Love you!

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Mistake. Whoops!!

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Websters Dictionary says that a mistake is to understand or perceive wrongly an idea, answer, or act that is wrong, in error or in blunder.

Well now, that statement certainly opens up a can of very squiggly worms!!

I think about the “mistakes” I have made in my life fairly often much to my chagrin. I make that statement today, knowing full well (after much experimentation) that no such thing exists.

We do not make mistakes. I repeat, we do not make mistakes!

Based on the knowledge we have at the time, we make a decision, perhaps a statement, only to discover later that we might have made a different choice and brought about a different and perhaps more desirable outcome.

This is one of the ways we gain the wisdom to make more informed decisions and have patience for ourselves and others. It is a little bit like putting your hand too close to a fire and getting burned. You only do it once.

There are a lot of one times in life.

I encourage you to give yourself a break and permission to make “mistakes”. The lesson’s outcome will stay with you for a very, very long time and make you a wiser, more tolerant person.

Harm no one, including yourself, if it is possible to do so. Be kind, beautiful One!

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A Numbers Game

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Living out your existence in a human form is defiantly not for the faint of heart or one who lives without courage on a daily basis. Being human is a really, really big deal. Somedays, it is like walking into a very dark room with your hands tied behind your back, blindfolded and your mouth taped shut so you are unable to scream.

At other times, the sun is shining so brightly that you need your sunglasses, suntan lotion and a beach! It is such a glorious day today that it is difficult to remember just how horrible your life was yesterday. Why bother remembering that anyway.

Are you getting my drift? It is all about the feeling. How is today, this very moment encouraging you to feel? What is the emotion entering your core, your chakra, your heart and all the Being that you are. This human that you are? This mass of energy and matter that you claim is yourself. (there is much more to tell on that particular subject, but that is for another day)

Have you ever really given thought to the idea that you get to choose? YOU DO get to choose every thought, energy, reaction or response to any given moment or experience in this human life you call your own. These are the decisions that you make during every single second of your time here on earth.

These decisions define who you are….every single one of them. Every action you become, tells the world and everyone around you who (and what) you are. You are one hundred percent the Creator. Just how is it that you want the world and all its inhabitants to know you??

Of course, you are not “perfect”. None of us are or ever will be. This lovely Earth is our gameboard and our playground. Our safe place to learn, grow and become all that we planned for.

AND YOU GET TO PLAY THE GAME HOWEVER YOU WISH TO!!

Just how you define a “good and kind person ” is up to you. Just remember that everyone else who is here with you is playing the same game that you are or close to it. We all are doing our best to “get it right” Also remember that each one of us is working with a different definition of those words. It is an important game rule to not be judge and jury.

Some are not interested in joining our game. That’s okay. They have their own game to play and the rules may not be the same. We are all on a similar journey to Home. It is just that some of the roads are different and the directional signs are in a different language. It is all perfect and just as it should be.

I am here because I desire to play My Game my way. My choices may not be the same as yours or they might match up. Either way, I will meet you again on the other side and we will have a drink and a laugh together to celebrate ourselves and our success at playing The Game.

Play with all your heart. Be kind.

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Yearnings

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I am typing this in my freshly painted office. Every inch of it has been scrubbed, painted, rearranged and made as freshly new as I can make it after seven years of misc. use and catch all service.

Actually, the work has been to numb my senses, occupy my thoughts and send me to bed early with only thoughts of Asprin and clean sheets. That didn’t quite work out successfully. Even my aching knees and sore hands were, ARE, not enough to distract my brain, my thoughts from my images of oceans, wall to wall people, ancient ruins, the smell of roasting meat and the sound of Bouzouki music……Yep, you got it, Greece! To be exact, Crete, Greece.

This time last September, I was there. To be exact again, mostly, I was in my little apartment in Chania, Crete. Third floor apartment with a direct view of the ocean and a little balcony attached where the pigeons and I could share my Greek coffee and pastry every morning. I could begin my days slowly, quietly while watching Chania come awake and begin another day. Rest and renew my Spirit.

Greek families are very busy. They rush around, hurrying in nearly every moment of the day. Driving fast and furious with horns blaring at every intersection. Yiayias walking the grandchildren to the school shuttle bus with school bags and lunch boxes in hand. Stoops getting a morning’s sweep and potted fig and lemon trees getting watered for the day. Morning hellos of Kalimera up and down the street! It is a joy to watch, a real true joy to behold. With no effort at all, a smile fills my face and that joy sears right into my heart.

I spent two months in Greece last fall, Some of it on the mainland. A lot of Athens is just another big city, full of people and traffic and noise. You must see beyond that. The ancient ruins, the centuries of history, occupation and survival with reminders of those periods everywhere you look. The Plaka, the shopping, the museums, the music, and OMG, the food! The Gelato!! The pastries and coffee and food stalls……..would you like me to go on and on and on? I certainly can.

There are few populations on Earth that do not owe some portion of their existence to Greece. There are many beautiful places to visit and learn about on this lovely planet. I haven’t visited enough of them. Still, I never cease to be amazed and in awe of what humans and nature can create when they work together for the beauty and glory of this place we call our home in the Universe.

I hope you travel…near or far, to old familiar places or new, perhaps faraway places. It will change who you think you are and how you feel about life.

P.S. If you are only able to do so with a book, a movie, or through someone else’s eyes…just DO IT !

Peace

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Puzzles

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Hello again. Thanks for joining me for a bit.

Do you like puzzles? Solving them that is?

I do. I am not always good at it, but I love the challenge of trying to master it. Years ago, I started training my mind, my brain, to be aware of whatever the command was from me that I needed it, my brain, to perform. Puzzles are a excellent tool for this.

I would tell it things like remember this, forget that, make note of that name, that address, that flower, find the correct cut for the puzzle piece I am looking for and so on. You get the idea. I still do it and it is still working to this day. My brain is still listening to me.

This is a very handy technique when you are learning something new, finding your way around an unfamiliar city or being introduced to someone for the first time.

This can also become an issue if you allow your mind to wander into foreign territories without directions for its behavior. Our minds, our brains, are alive. They know how to function in many areas all on their own.

Unattended, they behave and make decisions based on one’s past decisions. Where would that lead you or me? This is why it is so very important to mind your mind. Taking care of your physical needs is necessary, of utmost priority. Beyond that, your mind is yours to command.

Will you take care of it? Keep it healthy and functioning well. Will you show it new things to remember, keep it clear, thoughtful and wise? I certainly hope so.

Peace……C

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Shifts and Changes. Oh my!

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If you have been here before , welcome back.

If this is your first time to visit, welcome!

As you may have noticed, it has been some time since even I have been here. I have lots and lots to catch you up on. Time flies when you are having fun. Well, time just plain flies by very, very quickly and it doesn’t seem to care if you are having fun or not.

Most of us championed our way through Covid 19 and have experienced all of the many ways it has changed each one of us. Some of us lost dear ones, family members and friends. Jobs, homes, careers, habits, desires, and so much more was lost… are all gone. Changed. It has been a tough time for nearly all of humanity.

There has been a Great Shift on Adamah (our Earth). Since the onset of Covid, floods, fires, mass killings, wars and so many other means of destruction have appeared to bring forth our awareness of the Darkness that has existed here on the planet for so, so long.

Difficult as these happenings are to hear about and watch on the national news, they bring into the Light nearly all of the dark Energies on the planet that are changing. These energies are being forced to leave us or transmuted by a great Force of the Universe. This is a certainty.

Even YOU, if you are still alive and well on this beautiful planet are changing. Have you noticed a lot of change in and around your life? That is not an accident. There are no accidents here. You remain because many eons ago you asked to be a part of this Great Shift….and so here you remain holding a Light for any who have the courage to look, can see it.

Our beautiful Mother Earth (Adamah) has a plan for us. The Universe in all her vastness has a plan for us. If you are still here, there is a task left for you to do. You remain, changed somewhat, but more knowledgeable and powerful….more the achiever, more of your true self, more the warrior then in any other time during your many lifetimes here on the planet. You have once again become the Being of Light that you truly are, and all-ways have been.

There has never before been or likely to ever be again such a time as this one you are a part of right this very minute. As Earth and the Universe have, at last, stepped into the Light of True Self, so also are you stepping into the Light of your True Self. Gaia is departing and Adamah, the planet of True Life is birthing once more. She gives birth to a new human species, a true being of LIght.

The darkness that has been on the planet for so long is leaving us now. We humans, we Beings of the Light, step forward to hold The Light for all to see. You are a Being of Light. You are that you are. You are ALL that you are in all the Universes’. So it is and so will it forever be.

Rember this: I am all that I have ever been, are and ever will be in all that is. So are YOU!

And so it is!